hello all,
sorry i was MIA for these while. cause i had to go for a leadership camp organised by the school. from 25th to 30th may. from fri to wed.
its was pretty good, did some re-learning on some leadership skills, that were both applicable to both the secular world and in the church. and just nice the school is using the servant leadership model. but they didnt really talk about humility. more on relationships and relationship management, along with vision casting for the class. they like elevating and making the class leader role in the school more significant. didnt know i could do that much as a class leader anw.
oh wells. but the thing was that before i could end the camp properly, i had to rush to SGH, cause my grandma was in critical stage. then she passed away before i reached there. :/ and cause of my laziness, and stuff, i was too slow. and she passed away before i could actually share christ to her, making what i did to her before that kinda like useless. but i didnt do alot la. ahh. :/
anw.
now im writing this on my uncle's laptop which has some mobile modem. so i can access the net even tho' im at the funeral. but im using the chance to speak to my younger cousins who are soon to be sec sch or already in secondary school. then can bring them to church. hah, got one agreed to this sat alr. :)
anw, im so glad that my family, and all my relatives are so understanding towards me being a Christian, and all that i can do and cant do. thank God so much for that.
and sry for any trouble caused, in anyway. sry...
ok. i shall be back to do my tutorials. hah. hope to see everyone soon this sat! :)
My heart it longs My soul it thirsts for more For more of You I'm reaching out I'm waiting here for more For more of You Cause all I want is You And all I need Is to be here with You I'm hungry For Your fire I'm desperate Your my one desire Jesus Please don't pass me by Cause I need You More than ever I'm thirsty For a touch from heaven Jesus Please don't pass me by Don't pass me by I'm desperate for You
Thank God for the three songs you’ve arranged marvellously in my playlist. Sometimes I just love to randomize and shuffle the songs. They all kinda just fit so nicely.
I want an encounter from you, soon. I want it, I want it. I just want to see my own daddy’s face.
Increase this desire within me. Brew me well, and use my life effectively in Your plan, despite circumstances.
You are the LORD of circumstances and we will overcome them, and not being overcome-d by it.
Hope for grt care group tmr. :)Walk walk, keep on walking. Its enjoyable, and reward’s coming.
headache. ahh. :/ pain.
i hope it dont end up being extremely ridiculous, like how it had been today. it takes two hands to clap...
HEADACHE. :/
& i need to mug for promos!
and i got sensitive teeth. :/ my tooth hurt alot when i was trying to eat the cold durian puff.
rmb that it is this week! 1 week and see the difference. off i go. :D
GREAT,
GOOD God.
just as i was to spend QT, resorting to use my faulty earpiece, which only works on 1side properly most of the time.
i just plugged it once, turn it abit, and you made it work perfectly. usually i almost never get it to work on both sides. and so that i can enjoy you fullest. :)
so simple, but thank you LORD!
1 wk and see the difference.
i finally did my blog assignment. wahaha. i feel proud of myself.
okay fine, I've been dragging it for weeks alr. hah.
ok, now to study for chem SPA.
I hope i wont forget how to draw the table, or the procederes or do something stupid with the weighing scale. I tend to always forget and leave my beaker at the weight scale...
this is the air i breathethis is my daily breadand this is the God i love.my life was in complete shambles, when you as a constant came in. you fixed some things. tho' its not perfect, its building up. and i really want more of you in my life, to continue building this life that honours you.
i hope i dont lose this feeling. everytime i forget the goodness of You, i pray that i may just recall of all the moments when joy overflows and floods my heart.
this is the air i breathe.you are essential to me.
just watched naruto movie 3. but i dont think its very nice leh. the original story line is alot nicer. but im kinda tired of it and everything for awhile. if only bleach could be a lil' faster!
aha. ok, but anw, i just realised aj ppl not that ulu. i saw a aj people around bugis and parkway parade. hahhh.
anw, just went to visit my grandma.
actually had alot in mind to blog, but then after the movie i like cant rmb anything. lol.
tired, after the movie.
that same tiredness after finish spiderman 3. ahh. whats wrong with me. -.-"
i really want to do well and give my all! :Djia you man.
REVELATION
"...to study medicine you need straight As leh."
waa.. God, make me dilligent and hardworking okay? ;D
anw, reading sth about humility.
and it says, when we have humility, we will say,
"We can't but God can."
do you say it?
I don't think im there yet, but i strive to be there!
and someone desirous of God too.
ps: anw, jontay came up to me on msn and
showed me his disgusting emoticons that
will not fail to make you -.-" him back.
CHEMISTRY!!
K (s) + H20 (l) + HCl (aq) ---> ?
i wonder what the chemical rxn be like?
mug hard for promos, jonathan.
new score!
271.53 YD.
ok, i better stop playing. lol.
am currently playing this cute game.
hah.
http://onemorelevel.com/games3/double-wires.swfgo try it.
good destressing tool? hah. simple, yet fun game.
try beating my record! 199.27.
not v high la, beatable. just need some time.
a pure heart, is what i long for
a heart that follows hard, after thee
a heart hides your word, so that sin would not come in
a heart thats undivided, but one you rule and reign
a heart that beats compassion
that pleases you my LORD
sweet aroma of worship that rises to Your throne
.
.
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anyone has the song...? send me please. hah.
i think there's a price to pay for not eating your medicine on time...
your sickness gets prolonged.
tho it doesnt hurt as much, but it hurts longer. so it still does hurt the same actually, isnt it?
so many inconveniences, that i had to look for toilet. but thanks to God's providence i actually managed to get into one before anything bad happens. (hur hur. haha. its like, super gooey.)
to take my medicine now.
today is one of my most miserable day, ever.
had food poisoning + mild fever.
and the funny thing was that the doctor i visited used to be from AJ.
anw, felt so miserable.
i wasnt allowed to eat anything until my stomach was okay. so to make up for food, the doctor told me to down myself with high glucose-content drinks. for eg: H20.
and the medicine wasnt exactly the most pleasant-tasting thing on earth.
had to drink some powdery sachets thing.
and i was sweating so badly after i woke up. i slept for so long. had many small naps.
and i couldnt visit ahma. :/
cause i was sick, and my mum was afraid that i might pass the virus to her and her to me or something. arrgh. and i delibrately set apart today to visit her.
feeling much better now, after taking panadol to surpress the fever.
need to study math.
yay my mum and aunt are coming for parents' day service! :D
im worried.
things seems to be worst than i expected it to be.
she's kept in the isolation room. :(
three, three. run along faster, would ya?
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obedience... i just really need more obedience. immediate obedience.
this afternoon at macs nearby when i saw that boy. shld had followed the spirit's prompting -- it was so strong -- to survey him.
and then was just remembering how God spoke to me, for abit. cant rmb the incidents now tho'. grr. :/
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if You didnt loved me, many things would have turned out for the worst.
I'm still fine, so please open their eyes and let them see your love.
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you're not well. and you can't see that.
please, God, have compassion on them, soften their hardened hearts, open their eyes, let them see. even when they don't deserve it, neither do i.
randomness.
AHH. SUMMATION. (okay this sounds more normal. hah.)
and there's FUNCTIONS and INEQUALITIES with STD CURVES.
MATHHHHHHHHHHHH.
GOD GRANT ME UNDERSTANDING AND WISDOM. :D
random quotes.
ah ma,
invest ya
life in the
Word
observe and learn.
that smile which i can't contain.
major on the major,
minor on the minor
! salt n light
chiong ah,
>:(
whatever it is, bite on.
its not worth it for other causes.
ahma. move somewhere in that branch of the tree.andoh!
i need to improve my time management alot, alot. :/
if you keep hanging up on me, dont bother asking me to call you again. arg.
oh yea! i kinda just developed a strong conviction to stay awake.now, i need to study hard!
jons gna mug!likewise, choose to be strong, in all that you do.Joshua 1:99 Have I not commanded you? Be strong and courageous. Do not be terrified; do not be discouraged, for the LORD your God will be with you wherever you go."
ahah.
e-lecturing now. im watching the e-lecture that they have for the 1st 3 mths work. im so laggin. now then looking at it. :/
cut the red tape of mediocracy, and attatch the gold tape of excellence.anw, the e-lecture is irritating in the sense that you cannot rewind. its a flash document. so if you missed 1 point, thats it. either you find the point from your 1st 3 mths friend, or you rewatch. if you press rewind, then it'll go right to the
start. so you need to rewatch. ahh, just rewatched 1 part. thank God that i was only at the start thou.
ok, i really want to do well in what You have assigned me to. do well, please you, and also that your Kingdom may be advance quickly.
as you spoke to me,
take me to another level with You.anw, cooked prata for cg with zhiguang today! ^^
had great fun with him. haha. lets cook more and spend more time together soon! hope to see ya for camp, more of you in cg and ss! :) bring your friends okay!
then we stuffed cheese inside. the best cheese prata we made was the one we cooked for pete. then we made 1 for gideon too. he came with deng aft cg.
alrights. back to the e-lecture. :/
im soooooooo lag behind everything, i better catch up. :)
