i hurt my toe while playing blindmice on the slippery and wet playground earlier. (details omitted cause it gives me trauma. :/) and it was because i was bare footed, just for that moment which i attempted to be
keh kiang.and it hurts now,
worst after i iced it. -.-
hope it heals well by tmr...
T_T
i took 55 three times today. :///
ok, gna slp soon so i can wake up early to study.
God, help me.
I HATE IT WHEN I'M DOWN WITH COLD.
and i gotta study hard. i dont think i can finish my workload tonight... i'll rest very quickly, and go on chionging!!!!
rawr. you know, every now and then there'll be flashbacks that come into your mind. either randomly, or through a picture, scene, deja vu, song or a person just remind you of a particular instance, somehow.
and somehow, i tend to rememeber those which i regret, alot.
somehow, those which i know i shouldnt have done. cause they led to certain unsound consequences, or leaving someone discouraged. leaving a stain and blemish, in someone's life, or a knot, which i have to untie later for sure.
i hope i dont think too much of what i regret. hah. but i also hope that i remember them, so that i'll grow outta 'em. and not repeat the same mistake.
today i didnt regret. cause He filled me wholly.
that He reassured me, that He was the only who could fill me whole. He would never make paths chosen for Him, and hearts/actions for Him to go to waste. He never shortchanges people.
Praise and Worship is good. It fills you. =)
I went for JUMP!! Hehe. With abit of the heart of David. one which simply wants a closer relationship with Him, at the end of the day. disliking attention, fame, and honour. he puts them aside, and longs to sing all the long, and does what would just put that smile on His face. longs to just do what God tells him to do, even it means faithfully, and literally taking care of sheep in the pasture.
a heart of david, I desire. :)
i'm still not there! but i want!
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less than 2 weeks. increased obedience and self-discipline!!!!!!!!!
saw this in an email. lol.
- start quote -
"...If Google had a black screen, taking in account the huge number of page views, according to calculations, 750 mega watts/hour per year would be saved."
In response, Google has created a black version of its search engine, called Blackle, with the exact same functions as the white version, but obviously with lower energy consumption: Spread the word... instead of
google.com, use
www.blackle.comIf everyone switched to blackle, you would be doing the world a great service! So while we can't exactly reduce our computer usage with the massive amounts of emails coming at us everyday, let us try to reduce a teeny weeny bit of electricity used by us! SPREAD THE MSG OKAY.
- end quote -
oh hello! =)for a moment i thought i was talking on msn. lol.
so tired and worn out this weekend, tho' i think i have caught up in my sleep already. but now's the time to catch up with work. aye.
zzzzzzzz.
had anniversary yesterday! and the choir was cool, with colours of pink, green, black and purple splashed all over! heh.
my mind's too dead to discuss antyhing properly and deeply now...
ah I DESPERATELY NEED TUITION for phy, and prolly math abit. :////
shaky, completely.
PROMOS in 21 days. ah, jiu ming.
jon please be focused.
went studying today. susposed to wake up at 8.30, but in the end woke up completely at 12+. :x then i made my way down to amk library, reaching there at about 2+. to do mugging, and hmwk-ing. wasnt, very fruitful. :/ cause i was doing math and it was very slow. but better than nothing, cause i completed DE! =) i need to find a more efficient way to work...
then snacked all the way, before leaving at 9pm. still got alot more to do.
remind me about meeting people's needs.
heal my heart and make it cleanopen up my eyes to the things unseenshow me how to love, like You have loved meBreak my heart for what break yours,everything I am, for your Kingdom's causeas I walk from earth into, EternityHosanna, HosannaHosanna in the Highest,For you,everytime i see shirley lead worship,
its like you really can feel that she goes up one notch in her relationship with God, in her obedience to God, in everything. and as Pastor Jeff preached today, I can really sensed how he has grown, and therefore imparted.
grow me as well. although im not very desperate now, that the feelings are not there for me to ride on, but help me to get it done. help me be that Daniel, in wherever I am. blessed to bless, and all.disciplined. focused. lateness. negligence.
OH HI THERE.
I just went to sing for HopeKids LIVE! thingy, about Ah Boy's Missing Music. Quite funny, la. But the kids weren't as heart-melting as one of the segment I saw during Anniversary. The philippino kids were doing something REALLY CUTE. You'll definitely melt and die one.
Anyway, i realised how dead i am in my studies. Havent mugged. :/
SELF-DISCPLINE...!
hah, just reached home not long ago. just a few minutes back.
and just finished reading the deathly hallows, so i feel like blogging.
so it seems that everything has ended. though the book ended somewhat choppy, but its alright. it still brings everything to the end well. just that you know that its the end, that you'd miss harry potter abit. you wont be able to read about his new adventures much anymore. anyway, its a good idea to end. if it drones on, then it gets boring. but i wanna applaud jk. rowling to be able to write well. the way she precisely describes the scenes and feelings in the book, its good la. i hope to learn to write like her, somewhat. cause i simply fail at descriptive writing.
and cause of the happy and sweet ending, it causes me to feel... complete. haha. like help me transit into my house setting. aye, random.
haha. =)
i feel quite happy, i dno why. like suddenly everything seems alright, that everything is so ideal at the moment, (though i do know that there are problems and things lurking by). lets hope for something to wake me up from this dreamy state of content and... niceness.
anyway, before i reached my house, i was hanging out with yihui, layling and rach after our cg dota session! anw, wilson must be pretty bored by the imba-ness. hah. and then kat was the best amongst the sisters cause she had more experience. then ya, managed to have quite an okay game la. but the first time we played in that small group of 5-6 was so much more fun la! haha. alrights, J2s, we'll dota more after your prelims. heh.
ate dinner with shawn and weekeong at ps kfc, where i started this attack on weekeong which caused all of us to be so wary of each other, that we might pose our strike on each other any moment. in the end, shawn was roshan, the neutral crypt, whilst i was at odds-end with weekeong. HAH.
then jontay joined us, and we walked around. went to carrefour to buy this 2 for $4.50 dory fish, (its near the bread section there! its quite a grab! jontay's recomendation!). so one person only affords only about $1.25 lar. =) but they randomly shoved money into my hand and we just paid at the counter. and ate at the fountain place at the old macdonalds there where we saw paul2hill. (his hair resembles a shampoo-ed severus snapes' hair, and a mop...) then, we ate and weekeong and shawn left, while i continued following jontay.
went marks and spencers. its getting more populated by the week, that more people are studying there! in the end when we went there, we added upon the atmosphere and silence, and somewhat the studying mood was shifted away. (and i think some of the hcjc ppl there was abit irritated by our presence cause we kept on trying to stifle our laugter after exploding at jontay's joke or sth. then hanged out, and went past toast box. then went past center point taxi stand, where jontay left. thereafter, the rest of us,
fongfong, layling, yihui and i left for ps. they bought their very-much-craved bowl of laksa at that open-space foodcourt beside le meridien which cheats tourists' money, and continued our journey...
we walked around looking a place to settle down and get a drink.
and ended up at subway! then yihui got another good deal where the cost of the meal, (cookie + drink) was the cost of the sandwich. haha. i think there's tons of good deals lurking around when shops are closing! it pays somewhat to stay out late, and having cheap, but good supper...
then we left, and i ended up sitting at the staircase beside the mailbox finishing on the last few chapters of the deathly hallows. (cause i assumed my mum would keep on screaming at me for sth to be done and i readlly wanted to quickly finish the book, go up bathed and sleep). which finally brings me to where i am now.
woah! its been an extremely long time since i ever gave just a detailed and long account of whatever that was happening!
anw, on the side note. i was thinking of another cooler design for the class tee. and sadly, layling told me that the emblem thing was out of trend in the design industry already. hah. aye, i'll insist in that theme lar. :/
okok. i really got to sleep now! for tomorrow.
for tomorrow is the day the Lord has made! =)
You spoke quite a fair share to me today! hah. thank you, Lord, Dad, Savior Jesus. I shall pen these down. these precious and powerful truths of love. heh.
