this is old news but, im so glad for my milestone essay! all that hardwork really paid off! =D so glad for that grade!
and it really feels great to be doing well in class. as in, coping well. glorifying God in the process. therefore it feels good, cause you please God! anw, i really think that i should really work hard in my studies, as hard as i work in ministry!
im tired now. ._. i hope to do more before i sleep!
anw just had another embarrassing moment on the bus... maybe i'll share during cg or sth. ha.
i think i finally caught up on most of my assignments! tomorrow i can finally go to school without teachers hounding me for assignments.
now to make sure my tutorials are on par, and my spiritual health, and that ramble along this path of life with Dad. :)
i feel so relieved after going through so much work. especially im the type who will take very long to finish my work one, no matter how trivial.
gp blog entry, gp essay, 5 news paper articles + socratic questioning, gp filing and my econs essay outline.
and considering that i slacked so much, blog hopping as well.
i need to pace myself, and focus so that i save alot of time! God, help me please.
i must grow alot, spiritually too. this child-likeness and intimacy with the Father. :) i will fast and pray well this week!
not having the type of faith that is sheer optimism. that everything will turn out fine at the end of the day. but the powerful kind of faith, that you believe in the hands of the Most High God, and He will make things work. =D
Psalm 111:7-8 The works of His hand are faithful and just, all His precepts are trustworthy. They are steadfast forever and ever, done in faithfulness and righteousness.
I got tagged by shaun and layling. but im gna only write 1. ha.
Please read the rules first: Each player of the game starts off by giving 6 weird things about themselves. People who get tagged needs to write in a blog of their own 6 weird things as well as state the rules clearly. In the end, you'll need to choose 6 people to be tagged and list their names.
1 i have an infamous ability to be able to tell unfunny jokes... which i would then make ppl laugh by letting laugh at my inability to tickle them through my jokes. :/ those in my cg before can testify...
2 i... like to squeeze things? 3 i like doraemon, and i have 2 trunkful of their comics. (ah, i cant think of anyother thing to write alr.) 4 my bed is in my living room. 5 i bite my lip at times... sometimes when im nervous. 6 i tend to behave weirdly at times, out of the blue. lol.
i cant really, think of such stuff to write. but anw, here are the people...
excitement for God =/= being enthu, completely. i'ved kinda forgotten what it really means to be excited, for long. and what is it to be initiative. remember the zeal, remember the passion. go.
anw, almost died during chem lesson today. had fun meeting pohchoon w weekeong and celebrating his 1 mth spiritual birthday! it was really touching and relieving.
there's alot that i've kinda lost touch in. ygygygyg.
oh Thank God as I have finally managed to complete the research qn for GP. it painstakenly took all that sifting-through of all the information on the net, which have to be read through for relevance and such...
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i seriously hope i can get a decent grade. (i just hope that she excludes the part that i handed it in really late. :X)
im getting tired physically. rahh. cause im still working on my that research on my gp assignment which is long due last week. but i can't seem to find relevant stuffs...
OH YEH! The JC district's outing earlier today was really, really enjoyable!
It was at ECP and we ran and sweat; had fun, getting to know people across the district. At first i was rather uncomfortable cause I'm actually an introvert and I sense it. When you're not doing anything as a leader but like, a member in the group. Then i sense all that discomfort and unwillingness to speak. But to just keep mum and be a participant. Aiyah. Maybe its just the carnal part that everyone doesn't like to be placed in unfamiliar situations. (Considering the fact that actually there were 5 people from the same unit in my group. HAH.)
Had team games. Thank God for the games com! I think that all the games were planned and brainstormed with much frying of the brain. Cause they were all new and were all really interesting. I liked the poison ball one la. Very fun. So long any game involves dodging and running away, I like. Hah.
Celebrated our coming together as a JC district for ONE MONTH! Then ate dinner. Took random shots! Gotta grab photos from liting.
And we had alot of games together. First with NY/SR, then with SA. Do you love your neighbour (actually, its another game la. But we named it as this.) Then there were alot of colliding and Kai Wen went on with Dynamics.
"...This is an inelastic collision. Therefore the total K.E is not conserved..."
Also played murderer, the BANG game, (where I was made to do wayang with faith as Guo Er and Xiao Long Nu. AHHH. ABSOLUTE RETARDEDNESS.) Its pretty fun la, the bang one. I always... die in a weird way. :/ I get over panicky and do the action event tho' I'm not susposed to do.
Oh ya. Then the East JCs came and made Apinun and Bryan do some totally spastic and retarded forfeit. And then they made us send ppl to do it too. -.-" Kai Wen and Norman did it. SO FUNNY LA. Since kaiwen like kinda always does mini episodes of these as well when we study or sth. HAHA.
Then I sugested playing some virus game. Then I zhao-ed leaving jontay and shawn to start off the game. XD Then I ran away and hid behind trees with peiyu...
Then after that, met up and closed the session before leaving for home. Thank God for jontay's car! Cause he sent shem, kat, zhixian and yixiang to the bus stop. (Cause ECP is super ulu...)
Watched a show called Jiu Ming. (aka HELP in chi) The ending's rather sad la. :/ Why can't it just have a happy ending. Haha. Anyway the two actresses were really chio laa. I prefered the seemingly pschopath one. The simple, and nice outlook. Yeh.
ANW. This is such a change from my usual blogging style...
Come home running, His arms are open wide His name is Jesus, He understands He is the answer, you are looking for So come home running, just as you are
Stop being confuseddd and please make a stand soon. My prayers are with you. Hah!
This community in AJ must keep growing and sustaining!
"...Unless the LORD builds the house, his builders labour in vain..."
And I know my God is strong and good to keep doing His good work.
we played basketball for pe today. then in the midst of catching the lan ban qiu i landed on the wrong side of my foot and sprained my ankle. but thank God it isnt very serious that i have to limp for the rest of the day. so after awhile of resting and massaging of my ankle i was able to continue... ahh. im seriously getting more interested in bball and i wna play more of it or sth. =)
and just watched transformers again with some of the class people after school today. i was so tired i fell asleep. now that school's starting again, i better stop slacking seriously get to serious work. mrs chai was attempting to stress us out for promos this afternoon during chem tutorial.
on the side note, i will be dilligent and persevere in prayer. i'll keep my faith. i'll trust in the Almighty to soften all hardened hearts, to restore and build up broken and confused hearts, and draw all of them back to Him.
John 6:44 No one can come to me unless the Father who sent me draws him, and I will raise him up at the last day.
draw them close. use me, as i dare to offer up myself, tho' i may be scared.
BTW. this very, very nice song. i love her voice mannnnnn.
my flu taking a toil of me. its been haunting me for days. :/
kinda waiting for my sis to zhao now before i spend qt. i shall play guitar later, and try to sing along or sth. aha.
havent been bloging for very long.
this week's been very chiong for me, cause its my midyears and me currently still being quite last-minute, i resort to all of the latenight oil burning studying, cramming everything into my brain. i slept so little. sleeping has became a luxury. im so relieved that its over. and i felt to be in such a lulling holiday mood.
and i played lots of ffxii this weekend, which doesnt seem to be very balanced. i nd to tone down abit.
anyway, im officially in singers! yay! =D now i really hope i can grow with my gift, and hope that God can use me and my limited vocal range to do what he wants me to do, to minister to people that all may edge closer to Him. i give all i have, and i let ya do all the multiplying of giftings in me! =)
anw, i really nd to not over slack. i nd to be more God-reliant, and not people-reliant. i must not forsake the power of prayer, the process whereby you actually are drawing power and blessings directly from above.
i forgot to ask God to heal me. ahhh. such blunder. lemme just take some time to pray.
ah done!
anw i just got my allowance. prayerfully i'd have gd stewardship this month and not end up as a pauper during the mid of the month. shall pray abt it too...
i just got into quite abit of trouble with my sis cause of some irritating person how abused by phone during the period that i lost it by calling those irritating chatlines which suck money. and die i dno how to unsubscribe. and the bills are like... there when i didnt call for it.
anyone have any solutions for it?
anww. i musnt slacken my stds. what ive learnt and experienced, put it to gd use and build myself up for greater advancement of KOG!
alright. nights. qt. =)
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dearest, Lord.
