was seeing how my little cousins fighting over the computer. so scary. there's one who's like at 6 and he can play lf2 properly. :/
that period what was i doing?
watching tv. throwing my bag at home after school and running down to play at the playground. LOL.
i only started using the computer proper at pri 3 plus. when james intro-ed things like neopets and kidscentral chatline to me. LOL.
but anw, then i was seeing how the 3rd brother(6) taking after the 1st brother(13) in the behaviour, which isnt so good la. saying things like "you go and die la" to the mother and stuff. :/
then being very shocked that such impurity have hijacked their mind at such tender age... i stepped in to solve the situation.
then you see them making small ammendments. hah. the skills that ive learnt came in handy, abit.
anw.
i need to be more humble. when you are humble, people gravitate towards you, according to the "Purpose-Driven Life". but yet at the same time when you are humble, you are in the risk of being hurt. so being humble kinda equates to putting yourself at the lion's mouth. hence no one wants or really likes to be humble. and i mean truly humble. and true humility touches people's hearts and makes them respond to you. like Jesus' humilty, at the Last Supper.
and then there's the part about depending on God. if I dont depend on God in prayer, faith and conviction... then i'd be no different from a non-believer aint i? cause there's no God in the picture. I dno, but i expect and hope God to move greatly. I dont care lah. I must leave this whole procession with at least 1 little cousin invited and brought to church. garh.
anw for the first time, i think that my cousin is cute and i think they'll grow to be quite good-looking in the future. both the guy and the girl. hah.
randomness and incoherentness again, as my posts always are.
